there always seems to be a reason big enough for me to dislike a person.
& on days like these, i am nosy, i am bored & nosy & sticking my nose where it don’t belong.
& then i see, the hurt, the wants, the changes, the feeling of losing & i am shattered within. my heart hurts for him or her. no matter how much one person has done, how much hate or dislike towards him or her that i have, i still find it deep within to feel how they feel. to feel sorry for them, to put myself in their position & feel their loss of losing someone that they loved or fell in love with. to have a person taken away is morbid, but to have one choose to take themselves away from one is much more worst. i can only imagine.
& i realize that we are only human.
& i realize that hate & dislike are a waste of time.